Jordan From Breatheheavy Weighs In On Brit's Letter of Truth Since a lot of you have really enjoyed, and gotten all teary eyed over Britney's letter to her fans, I thought it would be cool to post up Jordan's thoughts on theletter. Many of you who really liked the letter will most likely agree with him. I for one enjoyed his opinion on Brit's letter, and I must say that I agree with the majority of it. Anywhoo, you decide for yourself. Dear viewers, You know, sometimes I feel like I am defending someone that doesn’t even want to defend herself. I actually started believing that up until a few days ago. I have to defend Britney not only to the thousands of people that read the site every day, but to my own friends and family. “WHY do you even like her?” is my favorite question. This question deserves no answer. I can’t explain it with words. It’s like catching a glimpse of the sun reflecting on a shiny surface, just bright enough for you to be so attracted to that you can’t look away. This sunlight is giving me an outlet, a way to express my self, and Goddamnit I’ll gaze at it all day. I finally stared back into the light for the first time in months sincethe letter Britney published on her official website just two days ago. The letter Britney wrote, displayed a lot more affection than any letter before --- even if the 'non-interested,go out of my way to trash Britney Spears closet fan' can’t see that. Britney makes mistakes, as we all do. The difference is ours don’t endup on television. The normal everyday human being can grow from their mistakes, and learn from them. Britney is scolded and reprimanded for hers. Even with the words she uses to defend herself against the relentless media (and I am including gossip bloggers in this as well), she is still broken down. Girl can’t win. Britney addressed that letter to her fans. Anybody who responded to it other than a fan had no right to. Have your opinion, but are you that important to where you have to open your mouth about every sentence she has? Does breaking down each word she says, and manipulating it to put her in a negative light make you or your company feel better about themselves? It’s not Britney’s fault your wife is cheating on you with the mailman, so why take your aggression out on her? Why some people still feel the need to constantly put Britney in a light that shows all her flaws and shadows is beyond me. On one end of the spectrum, you have the devoted fan that will defend anything Britney does, anything. On the other end you have the hater that will tear her down even when she is admitting her flaws and weaknesses. The middle ground is gray, an area that is dangerous and seductive. This area holds the people who aren’t sure what to believe. Does Britney actually care? Does she even want a full-forced comeback? These questions are not left up to us, so answering them fulfills nothing; an area I have found myself treading through more often than not. It’s almost impossible for any fan to actually enjoy Britney and her talent, without having to defend her actions and her personal life, as well as yourself. And you begin to think: “Why is any positive Britney story spun negatively?” Boys and girls, this is where money steps in. Bad Britney news is good Britney news… three words: It. Makes. Money. Negative stories make more of an impact than the positive ones do. Did my site get more views the day Britney shaved her head, or the day I announced she was doing several small House of Blues shows? I will leave that up to you to decide. Now you ask, what exactly is this rant trying to express? Let Britney live. Let her breathe. Perhaps me putting in my two cents is silly. Perhaps she wants the negative stories to spin out of control to keep her name in the game. Perhaps the people closest to her should be cut off. What do I know? A question I ask every day. Perhaps that’s just it, I shouldn’t know what to think. Perhaps that’s what keeps me intrigued and hungry; always wanting to know more. All I know is I refuse to let the dark clouds block out the silver lining. So if this message that you’re reading sounds like something a naïve 19 year old fan would write, you’re correct. I have kept my mouth shut over so many instances where I really should have stepped in to clarify. A message like this has been long overdue. Many will think I am crazy after this, and hey maybe I am. But they can never take away my truth. Go to the light Britney. Godspeed. Jordan breatheheavy.com Credit goes to Jordan, and BH. We're Back!! Sorry about delays, I am about a day behind on everything right now. But newskeeps pouring in, so I decided to take time out of my busy life and update for all of you! The site will be better than ever the next few days. Enjoy the updates, and look forward to a new layout we'll be getting soon. Britney At Epitome - May 29th
Britney made a quick visit stop at her fave Epitome Spa in Beverly Glen. The 25-year-old pop princess came running out, tossing her blonde hair extensions around and smiling from cheek-to-cheek in her revealing slip and white sandals. Credit: JustJared Britney's Real "Letter of Truth" Britney updted her site again, this time with a heartfelt letter about everything
that's happened in her life. This letter is really touching, and it shows Britney's true feelings :)
Dear Fans, I just wanted to reach out to all of you and explain some of the things that I have been faced with recently. It's so funny how many stories are put out there about people. It'slike we all want our side of the story out there as well, but at the end of the day only a few people care to hear what is really going on since the bad is always so much more interesting than the truth. I don't know why, but this is so weird to me. I used to be angry at the tabloids for printing horrible things about me, but now I try to just be numb to what I see. I saw Tyra Banks once get really upset and cry on her show because they made her look fat. We all want a certain image of ourselves out there, and at some point we all do really care what other people think or we wouldn't be here. Recently, I was sent to a very humbling place called rehab. I truly hit rock bottom. Till this day I don't think that it was alcohol or depression. I was like a bad kid running around with ADD.I had a manager from a long time ago come in and try to direct me and my life after I got my divorce. I was so overwhelmed I think that I was in a little shock too. I didn't know who to go to. I realized how much energy and love I had put into my past relationship when it was gone because I genuinely did not know what to do with myself, and it made me so sad. I confess, I was so lost. This letter is to not place blame on anyone, although I do see the world with a completely different set of eyes now. Being in that vulnerable state and taken to dinners and parties with friends and finding out later you paid for everything was a huge learning lesson for me. I think the whole problem was letting too many people into my life. You never know another persons intentions or what another person wants. I feel I was too open and looking for answers when I had it all to begin with. I have had to cut so many people out of my life. It is so sad, because if anyone is a family person...it is me. When I was little I remember every night watching movies with my family and feeling so at peace. Dancing and singing all the time just like a little girl should. Now recently I find with my children that I want them to have that feeling all of the time. I am having to face a lot of things right now since I have children of my own. A lot of insecurities from when I was little are coming up again. It is like we are never good enough. I know everyone thinks that I am playing the victim, but I am not and I hate what is going on right now so much. Maybe this is the reason for thisletter...to maybe allow people to look at me differently. It is like when you are a real woman and say what you feel and how you think things are supposed to be, that people just say you are a "bitch." I feel like some of the people in my life made more of some issues than was necessary. I also feel like they knew I was beginning to use my brain for a change and cut some ties, so they wanted to be in more control of my life than me. I think it is actually normal for a young girl to go out after a huge divorce. I think it was a bigger issue because I had not gone out in such a long time. I am 25 and I do still have a lot to learn, and I am going to make mistakes everyday, and I am sure every mistake I make will probably be on CNN or Good Morning America. I am only human people and I love you for still loving me. I am sitting here at home and it is 6:25 and both of my sons are asleep. I am truly blessed to have them in my life. Everyday is so surreal. Life in general is so surreal and crazy. I just hope this letter made some of you think a little bit more of me and where I am coming from. I just want the same things in life that you want...and that is to be happy. It is just so weird because everyone has their own perception of me and how they think I really am. It is so weird how stories are told. There is your side, my side, and the truth. Somebody has to figure it out. I guess we will never really understand or figure out life completely. That's God's job. I can't wait to meet him...or her. Love, Britney Quote of the month... It is ok to disagree with people regarding certain issues. You’re not being true to yourself if you succumb to others opinions because you feel guilty. Orlando Peformance Pics and Video Pics and video now up at X17Online. Brit looks amazing and she is so talented!! Check it out here, and be sure to watch the video!! http://x17online.com/celebrities/britney_spears/britneys_back.php The video is also on Youtube: http://youtube.com/watch?v=B05-AwjT9yA